Archimandrite Sophrony was born in 1986, to Orthodox parents in
Tsarist Russia. From childhood he showed a rare capacity for
prayer and as a young boy would ponder questions heavy with
centuries of theological debate. A sense of exile in this world
spoke of an infinite always embracing our finitude. Prayer
entails the idea of eternity with God. In prayer the reality of
the living God is yoked with the concrete reality of earthly
life. If we know what a man reverences, we know the most
important thing about him- what it is that determines his
character and behavior. The author of His Life is Mine was early
possessed by an urgent longing to penetrate to the heart of
divine eternity through contemplation of the visible world. This
craving, like a flame in the heart, irradiated his student days
at the State School of Fine Arts in Moscow. This was the period
when a parallel speculative interest in Buddhism and the whole
arena of Indian culture changed the clef of his inner life.
Eastern mysticism now seemed to him more profound than
Christianity, the concept of a supra-personal Absolute more
convincing than that of a Personal God. The Eastern mystic’s
notion of Being imparted overwhelming majesty to the
transcendental. With the advent of the First World War and the
subsequent Revolution in Russia he began to think of existence
itself as the causa causens of all suffering and so strove,
through meditation, to divest himself of all visual and mental
images.
His studio was at the top of a tall house in a quiet part of Moscow. There he would labour for hours on end, straining every nerve to depict his subject dispassionately, to convey its temporal significance, yet at the same time to use it as a spring-board for exploring the infinite. He was tortured by conflicting arguments: if life was generated by the eternal, why did his body need to breathe, eat, sleep, and so on? Why did it react to every variation in the physical atmosphere? In an effort to break out of the narrow framework of existence he took up yoga and applied himself to meditation. But he never lost his keen awareness of the beauty of nature.
Daily life now flowed on the periphery, as it were, of external events. The one thing needful was to discover the purport of our appearance on this planet; to revert to the moment before creation and be merged with our original source. He continued oblivious to social and political affairs- utterly preoccupied by the thought that if man dies without the possibility of returning to the sphere of Absolute Being, then life held no meaning. Occasionally, meditation would bring respite with an illusion of some unending quietude which had been his fountain-head.
The turmoil of the post- Revolutionary period made it increasingly difficult for artists to work in Russia, and in 1921 the author started to search for ways and means of emigrating to Europe- to France, in particular, as the centre of the world for painters. En route he managed to travel through Italy, looking long at the great masterpieces of the Renaissance. After a brief stay in Berlin he finally reached Paris and flung head, heart and soul into painting. His career made a satisfactory start: the Salon d’ Automne accepted his first canvas and the Salon des Tuileries, the elite of the Salon d’ Automne, invited him to exhibit with them. But on another level all was not going as he had expected. Art began to lose its significance as a means to liberation and immortality for the spirit. Even lasting fame would be but a ludicrous caricature of genuine immortality. The finest artifact is worthless when considered against the background of infinity.
Little by little it dawned on him that pure intellection, an activity of the brain only, could not advance one far in the search for reality. Then suddenly he remembered Christ’s injunction to love God ‘with all thy heart, and with all thy mind’. This unexpected insight was as portentous as that earlier moment when the Eastern vision of a supra-personal Being had beguiled him into dismissing the Gospel message as a call to the emotions. Only that earlier moment had struck dark as a thunderclap, while now revelation illuminated like lightning. Intellection without love was not enough. Actual knowledge could only come through community of being, which meant love. And so Christ conquered: His teaching appealed to his mind with different undertones, acquired other dimensions. Prayer to the Personal God was restored to his heart- directed, first and foremost, to Christ.
He must decide on a new way of living. He enrolled in the then recently opened Paris Orthodox Theological Institute, in the hope of being taught how to pray, and the right attitude towards God; how to overcome one’s passions and attain divine eternity. But formal theology produced no key to the kingdom of heaven. He left Paris and made his way to Mount Athos where men seek union with God through prayer. Setting foot on the Holy Mountain, he kissed the ground and besought God to accept and further him in this new life. Next, he looked for a mentor who would help extricate him from a series of apparently insoluble problems. He threw himself into prayer as fervently as he previously had in France. It was crystal-clear that if he really wanted to know God and be with Him entirely, he must dedicate himself to just that- and still more entirely than he had to painting in the old days.
Prayer became both garment and breath to him, unceasing
even when he slept. Despair combined with a feeling of
resurrection in his soul: despair over the peoples of earth who
had forsaken God and were expiring in their ignorance. At times
while praying for them he would be driven to wrestle with God as
their Creator. This oscillation between the two extremes of hell
on the one side and Divine Light on the other made it urgent
that someone should spell out the point of what was happening to
him. But another four years were to pass before the first
encounter with the Staretz Silouan which he quickly recognised
as the most precious gift Providence ever made to him.
He would
not have dared dream of a such a miracle, though he had long
hungered and thirsted after a counselor who would hold out a
strong hand and explain the laws of spiritual life. For eight
years or so he sat at the feet of his Gamaliel, until the
Staretz’ death when he begged for the blessing of the Monastery
Superior and Council to depart into the ‘desert’. Soon after,
the Second World War broke out, rumours of which (no actual news
filtered through to the wilderness) intensified his prayer for
all humanity. He would spend the night hours prone on the earth
floor of his cave, imploring God to intervene in the crazy
blood-path. He prayed for those who were being killed, for those
who were killing, for all in torment. And he prayed that God
would not allow the more evil side to win.
During the war years the
desert felt remarkably more silent and withdrawn than of wont,
since the German occupation of Greece bared all traffic on the
sea around the Athonite peninsula. But the author’s total
seclusion ended when he was urged to become confessor and
spiritual father to the brethren of the Monastery of St Paul.
Staretz Silouan had predicted that he would one day be a
confessor and had extorted him not to shrink from this crucial
form of service to people- service which necessitates giving
one-self to the supplicant, accepting him into one’s own life,
sharing with him one’s deepest feelings. Before long he was
called to other monasteries, and monks from the small hermitages
of Athos, anchorites and solitaries turned to him. It was a
difficult and heavily responsible mission but he reasoned to
himself that it was his duty to try and repay the succour which
he had received from his fathers in God, who had so lovingly
shared with him the knowledge granted to them from on High. He
could not keep their teaching to himself. He must give freely of
what he had freely received. But to be a spiritual counselor is
no easy task: it involves transferring to others attention
hitherto destined for oneself, looking with imaginative sympathy
into other hearts and minds, contending with my neighbour’s
problems instead of my own.
Saint John the Baptist Orthodox Monastery, Essex (from here)
After four years spent in a remote spot surrounded by mountain
crags and rocks, with little water and almost no vegetation, the
author assented to a suggestion from the Monastery of St Paul to
move into a grotto one their land. This new cave had many
advantages for an anchorite-priest. There were many hermits in
the desert and they tended to settle close to one another,
though hidden from sight by bounders and cliffs. Here, besides
being completely isolated, there was a tiny chapel, some ten
feet by seven, hewn out of the rock-face. But winter was a
trying time. The first downpour would flood the previously dry
cave and then every day for perhaps six months he was obliged to
scoop up and throw outside some hundred buckets of water soaking
his cough. Only the little chapel stayed dry. There he could
pray, and keep his books. Everywhere else was wet. Impossible to
light a fire and warm up something to eat. In the end, after the
third winter, failing health compelled him to abandon the grotto
which had afforded the rare privilege of living detached from
the world.
It was now that the idea came to him of writing a book about Staretz Silouan, to record the precepts which had so helped him to find his bearings in the wide expanses of the spirit by instructing him in the ways of spiritual combat. To carry out this project he would have to go back to the West- to France, where he had felt more at home than in any other country in Europe. His first intention was to stay for a year but then he found that he would need more time. Working in difficult conditions, he fell dangerously ill and a serious operation left him an invalid, causing him to lay aside all thought of returning to a desert cave on Mount Athos.
The preliminary edition of his book concerning Staretz Silouan he roneo-typed himself. A printed edition followed in 1952. Thereafter the translations began: first into English (The Undistorted Image), then German, Greek, French, Serbian, with excerpts in still other languages. The reaction of the ascetics of the Holy Mountain was of extreme importance to the author. They confirmed the book as a true reflection of the ancient traditions of Eastern monasticism, and recognised the Staretz as spiritual heir to the great Fathers of Egypt, Palestine, Sinai and other historic schools of asceticism dating back to the beginning of the Christian era.
Icon about the life of St Silouan the Athonite (from here)
Archimandrite Sophrony felt convinced that Christ’s injunction, ‘keep thy mind in hell, and despair not’, was directed through Staretz Silouan to our century especially, drowned as it is in despair. (Are not the ‘perilous times’ come, ‘when men shall be lovers of their own selves…unthankful, unholy…trucebreakers, false accusers…despisers of those that are good…lovers of pleasures more than lovers of God; having a form of godliness but denying the power thereof…ever learning, and never able to come to knowledge of the truth?). He believed, too, that as Staretz had prayed for decades with such extraordinary love for the human race, entreating God to grant all mankind to know Him in the Holy Spirit, so men would love the Staretz in return. The Russian poet Pushkin claimed that no monument would be necessary to keep alive remembrance of him- his fellow countrymen would no long cherish his memory for he had sung of freedom in a cruel age, of mercy to the fallen. Had not the Staretz in his humility rendered a still nobler service to humanity? He taught us how to drive away despair, explaining what lay at the back of this terrible spiritual state. He revealed to us the Living God and His Love for the sons of Adam. He taught us how to interpret the Gospel in its eternal aspects. And for many he made the word of Christ real, part of everyday life. Above all, he restored to our souls a firm hope of blessed eternity in the Divine Light.
Throughout the book “His Life is Mine”, Archimandrite Sophrony reflects the teaching of his spiritual father. Not all of it will be intelligible at first perusal- in fact, it is not easy reading on any reckoning. Form must be sacrificed to content when the translator is caught in the uncomfortable limbo between languages; and in a work of this kind the author is so often speaking across a semantic chasm. Few of us have any inkling of the life described in these pages. But close study will make us familiar with the Athonite ascetic’s manner of living, and then we can with profit try to apply some of the lessons learned to our own case. Grace, which is God’s gift of holiness, depends upon man’s attempt at holiness.
In 1959, accompanied by his disciples, he left for England, where he founded the Monastery of Saint John the Baptist. Having been a coenobitic monk and a hermit, he was now ‘a witness to the light’ (cf. John 1:7,8) at the heart of the world. In 1993, 11th July, Elder Sophrony humbly and peacefully rendered his soul to God.
Today, the Monastery of Saint John the Baptist is a place where hundreds of pilgrims from all over the world are welcomed; it is not only one of the main centres from which Orthodoxy is radiated in the West, but also one of the strongest affirmations of the universality of Orthodoxy.
Archimandrite Sophrony Sakharov (2001) (2nd ed.) His Life is Mine. Introduction. New York: St Vladimir’s Seminary Press.
Archimandrite Sophrony Sakharov (1998) Words of Life- preface. Essex: Stavropegic Monastery of St. John the Baptist.
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